I have not had a great week. In fact I had a pretty bad one. It started with the ex's announcement that he was getting re-married. Wait for it. IN 6 WEEKS. Wait for it AGAIN. AT MY CHURCH.
And to add to this one dash of "just for a taste of i'm not done yet" - they showed up at church yesterday. He's been maybe 3 times in 3 years.
I have posted before how i keep trying to get past this. I know what you're thinking because i'm thinking it myself.
STOP BEING SO PETTY - WHERE IS THIS CHRISTIAN WOMAN YOU SPEAK OF - IS SHE IN THERE AT ALL????
It bothers me. It bothers me that he claims this church when it's convenient. It bothers me that we're all going to the same church. It bothers me that i go there to get centered and find peace. It bothers me that it BOTHERS ME. I know better. I am so not a good role model for my boys right now.
I'm sure there is a lesson here. I'm not stupid. I know when God is throwing a lightning bolt for my head - and then when i ignore it - he finds a way to speak to me - LIKE GETTING IN BLOGLAND. oh yea he did.
I open up laptop to see what everyone was up to this weekend - and BAM - one of my girlfriends posts THIS.
You're blessed when you get your inside world—your mind and heart—put right. Then you can see God in the outside world.
9"You're blessed when you can show people how to cooperate instead of compete or fight. That's when you discover who you really are, and your place in God's family.Where is all this tolerance i claim to have? Pray for me. I obviously need it.